Day Idk

I don't take note of the day we broke up,
and I simply didn't want to remember it at all,
except for the fact we did.

I'd like to think it would hurt less,
but it doesn't,
even if it was by my decision, at the very end.

All I know is,
on days as silent as this,
is when I usually would remember it the most,
and I guess i couldn't escape the pain,
even if that was all I wanted to do anyway.