We could hope for so much...

I could only hope for so much,
But we live in a fair reality,
where we get what we need and almost never, what we want.

We get what people want, and never our own wants.
We get our needs, and never other people's needs.

That's how fair it is.

So is it wrong for me to worry,
when there's so little to worry about?
Well, at least that's according to,
what other people say according to their words and their little opinions.

So here I am,
A sob stuck at my throat,
it's happening more often now,
and probably will be happening again and again,
for the next few months.
Perhaps permanently when August breaks my heart.

Well as I always say to others,
and always to myself,
'Have a little faith.'

A. Ilyana.